Hebrews 11:1
Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.

I want to start reading my Bible more. Or maybe I should say I want to start reading my Bible period. My church has started studying 'Nehemiah' and the last time I was there, a lot of amazing points were made. My only hesitation is that I won't "get" the lessons that are taught. But, I guess that isn't the whole point. The point is that I get something out of it. It makes me feel good and thoughtful and positive and hopeful when I am reading the Bible. And smart, too, to tell the truth, if that makes sense. So maybe I will integrate what I learn into my blog as well. That will be nice. I just feel better in my daily life when I can feel God's presence there at a steady rate. And it sucks so much when I can't feel His presence. And that is obviously my fault, because He is always there no matter what, but it still sucks to feel like that. So, tomorrow I am going to start Nehemiah on my own, see what I can get out of it and then compare with my pastor says.